Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Read consistently

I feel so miserable. My nose has been running non stop like forever lor. Since last week. Its really getting on my nerves big time.

Well anyways, I had lunch with my mum and "A" just now at Sushi Tei. Nice food. But lousy nose. Sick sick. My bad I guess. I keep running in the rain. Should stop it, then perhaps the nose will stop.

Thing I need to do this week: Read the bible consistently everyday. 4 chapters a day at least. Must do that.

I am doing this must do thing every week to ensure I get back on track. I am sick of being so half past six. There really isn't much time for me to delay. Time is short and what am I doing. Some might argue that we have all the time in the world. But we really do not. What have I been doing getting lost in the world. Yeah, between me and God is this huge thing called the Devil who is doing his best to distract me from getting closer to God. Thing is, its hurting Jesus so much. This rejection of mine. But like I said, its very tough. So distracting. I was reading this book called "I saw Heaven" and I realised that I must be making Jesus very sad with my lifestyle. But its so difficult. Sigh. Need to start making small steps like reading and praying consistently. This book is about this writer (Roberts Liardon) who was brought to heaven by Jesus and given a tour as well. I guess I lost track of my direction in life and got too disturbed by the now. I forgot abt my eventual home and what I was working towards. I know that I want to be going to heaven in the end. And of course we all want our reward in heaven as well. So why should I worry about my rewards here when I can have it for eternity. Of course it is nice to have it all now. But its not permanent. Why slog for something that will rot. And not work on things of eternity. Don't that have more value. Just cause we can't see it now doesn't mean that its not there. I believe that we will all go there one day. By faith in Christ we will have eternal life. So what am I doing? Stop dragging my feet and being distracted. Time to put God first in my life again. No more dwaddling. Its disgusting. I do not have forever. Time is limited. And it is now thats important. He is coming back really soon. No time left.

Thinking out loud.

Anyways, its good.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Vietnam

Extremely busy still. Mmmmm.... so much work before leaving. Heez.... and then there's the CS Lee Seminar coming up soon. Bleah....

Only thing keeping me going is the excitement of the Vietnam trip. Can't wait to go on holiday... did some research on what to do there and places to eat. And the most exciting thing is that I can get my Ao Dai done within 24hours. WOW!!!!! Think tts what I would be buying mostly while there. Hehehe..... Can get my Chinese New Year dress done. Will get a red or pink one. Suit the occasion. I need to wear red la or at least pink.

;-) anyways..need to continue slogging.... lalala

Swish

Eh and my name is Ah MAI. Not Ah Mail!!!!!




Friday, November 24, 2006

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This note was left on my table to tell me to put up the christmas tree...Waaaaaa!! That's after being hounded by them once I stepped in the house. Jie Jie Ah Mai, can you put up the christmas tree.... all three chimed in a continuous jingle. Snore!!! Man!

Hehe...yeah, put up the Christmas tree already. So tired. "G n G" helped but "M" was being the lazy kid. Didn't wanna help. Pretend dunno how to do it. Lazy to use his hands as usual. Gross!

Very busy today cause of the BOD meeting and luncheon tomorrow plus my nose is running freely. Lalala....

Okies..signing off now... Waiting for "A" to swing by and help me unload the stuff over at the hotel first. Cannot possibly carry so much stuff down tomorrow. One lap top is enough to overwhelm me.. Blame it on my weakness..... ;-P

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Sunset Swish - Pace






Have been busy with work and watching Bleach. So that explains the stillness here. Haha.

Enjoy the cute ending for season 6 ......

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Unravelling

I have been feeling a little uneasy. I guess its just me being me and worrying about stuff. I am trying not to be all wound up but I guess that's a bit tough. My aunts have asked me to give some thought to joining them. I am not sure but if nothing turns up in the horizon by Jan, I might just go and open my mind to it a little. But I really do not see myself doing that cause of my character. My cousin has also joined the biz. Heez. .................

Monotonous work really takes a toil on the body. Been here all day doing powerpoints and my eyes, brain and body ache like mad. Is it age? Or its just sitting in a position for too long while working. Sigh! I feel so dam old. Haha. ...............

Had a first huge quarrel with "A" on sat. Over a very tiny little thing. Just the way he reacted that irked me loads. So yea, we each gave our own piece and pulled a black face during breakfast before the wedding preparations on saturday. I went over to the church first as the girls' reached already. Left him at the coffeeshop. But it was over in a while. Within a half hour. I went over and asked him how long he wanted to keep this up. And yea, we were fine after that. Funny.... cause it was such a silly thing but I guess each of us had our way of reacting. That's the difference between him and me. I am more stubborn too I guess. But its just not worth getting upset with each other for long........

We took another trip to J.B on sat after the work was done too. This time round, we brought his parents in too. Its his dad's first time out of Singapore. I was pretty surprised he came along. He has never gone out of Singapore. As in NEVER!!! ;-) But we had a good time walking around. This time we drove in. More familiar with the roads. I still remember the way too. Used to go quite often with my dad so yea. We went to City Square first and made our way over to Holiday Plaza. I bought more food stuff this round. Yum yum.... and yes, I bought some vintage looking shoes and top. I love it... but I am sure most of you would say its popo. Yah yah..watever. Bleah!

We came back in the evening to make it for dinner with my entire family. It was my grandad's birthday anniversary so family gathering. Had dinner at Clover Rise and spent some time with the extended family. The kids had a good time eating the marshmallow lollipops I got for them. They seldom get to eat any of such stuff. It was a joy watching them. ;-D

Didn't do much on Sunday. Rested most of the day away and then dinner with "A's" parents. We had fish steamboat before heading back. Watched Crank. Errr...I would suggest giving that a skip. Its messy and filled with mindless violence and other unmentionables. Hmmm...thot it was a good show since it was the actor who acted in Transporter. Blimey! It was a messy, no plot show. Sigh! Yea, so dun bother with it. Really!!!

Monday, November 13, 2006

Wedding Portfolio

I had fun with putting up the decos on friday and sat for the wedding. 100dot out in force. Hehe. Here's some pics of the deco. I took a video of the march in too. Nice!!! Enjoy. Not in the mood to talk much today. ;-)






































































































































































































































































Thursday, November 09, 2006

Truly Asia

Talking about the trip into J.B. We took some pics while there. Lunch was at some Jap place. Actually I think it was a bad decision. Hehe... We went to Jusco. Bad idea too. Someone said it was huge and nice ...blah blah blah... so conned. Its just like Singapore. Same kinda retail shop. Now why would I want that??? I can stay in Singapore mah. Its not that much cheaper too. I think its the same. ;-(

So yea.... They dun have Vinci too...SOB SOB!!

The only thing nice about the Jap place is the nice chair...

Well we walked around till evening before proceeding over to Taman Sentosa. Not the place I was thinking of...Hehe...dunno the name of the place I frequent. Need to ask my dad again. But there's alot of food at Taman Sentosa too. So not too bad.... We had chinese food. I ordered Tua Tow but no more so the waitress asked if we would like to try this other shell fish. I thought it ok but it looks like worms to me... couldn't quite make myself eat it. Arrgghh!!! "A" ate them all. ;-(





(Worms)
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(Kang Kong)












Black mee
(Fried Hokkien Mee)















(Frog leg in
Chicken of Essence)
















That's the dishes we ordered. Quite good. We had a bottle of Heineken too. Nice! Burp!

We were really lucky. It was a clear day at the customs while going in and coming back. Happy!

Sat is good...but dun think about doing it on a Sunday. It won't be this clear that's for certain. ;-)

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Jitters

Going down for an interview tomorrow. Nervous nervous. I think its good to go with an open mind. I mean, they are interviewing me. But I will also interview them. Ahaahaahaa... Better remember to dress decently. ;-)

Mmmmm..weekends coming too. Think I am heading into J.B again. The last round was fun. But that's after the wedding assignment. Hope we manage to clear it quick and get more professional. Hehe..

I am also trying to clear as much of my work here before I leave in December. ;-) Lalalala.... Will leave a nice portfolio before I leave.

Other than that nothing much at the moment. Oh, my earrings have been suspended for the moment. Too busy n tired out. Guess I will resume in January or when I have time.

I am itching to go to a club but haven't been able to squeeze the time in. Sigh!!! The last good dance I had was on my birthday and that was eons ago. Sigh. ANDY!!!! Where in the world are you. Guess he is as busy as me. Hehe.... I still go chill out but just no dancing. My feet are itching. ;-D

Soon soon I guess..Anyone??? Er, but you have to be old enough la ok.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Get outta my life

The weekend was pretty much ok. Marred by the fact tt I had a terrific headache and cramps on Sunday. Spoiler! Other than tt I spent good time with "A" and "The Girls"!

There's this person, let's name him "Annoying" who don't seem to understand that people do not really give a damn about him. Get on and get a life. Sent me some song. Its just pathetic. First of all I am once again going to say this if in case YOU are reading this. Everyone is entitled to their own opinions. So here's my few cents worth.

I do not care about what you are feeling right now.
I am disgusted totally about how immature you are.
I want you totally gone from my sight.
I am SELFISH. Yes I am.
I do not care how poor thing you are.
I basically do not CARE!!!

GET IT!!!!

I am usually a nice, easy going person. But you push it too far. I simply cannot stand and abide people like you. Pick yourself up, GET A BLOODY life! I do not owe u a damn thing.

I DO NOT EVEN LIKE YOU! Hear that. I CAN'T STAND YOU. And please stop being such a LOSER!!!!!

LOSER!!!!!!!!



To those of you who read my blog periodically, I am terribly sorry about this explosion. Its just that I am totally grossed out by this person. Sent me some song supposing to take the lyrics as what he wants to say to me. Spoilt my day when I saw it. I forwarded it to "A" who had a good laugh... at my expense. Smack!

Why do some people just not get the point. I dun like you. Others dun like you cause you have a problem. We tried. Trust us. We really tried.

And I never wanna be with you. Understand. I am way too happy with "A".

Ya.... after that unnecessary rant. I feel better already. ;-)

Friday, November 03, 2006

Addictions

I have been pretty much bogged down with work thus the silence in this place. ;-) Just finished sending out all the invites for the next luncheon. Had been terribly busy. But now its more back to normal. Thank goodness. Other than work, I have been captivated by Death Note. Been reading the Manga(comic) version of it. More detailed than the show and nontheless exciting. Actually I think its more exciting as its more in depth. Nice!!!

Just downloaded another one called Airgear. Cool! Will be starting to exercise more this weekend. Feel very lethargic probably caused by irregular exercise lately. Hehe... Badminton tomorrow. Bought meself a new pair of joggin shoes too. Time to trek. :-D

Jacin, I have a copy of the comic(Death Note) saved for u already. Will pass to u if I see u on sunday. Yeah?

Thursday, November 02, 2006

End of the path

I have RESIGNED!!!!

Officially over in a month plus. Finally made the step into the unknown. Was kinda scary making the decision and telling the boss. But it was okies. Now to look forward to holiday in Vietnam before coming back to look for a new job. If I can find one before I go that will wait till Jan to start would be the best but if not, I guess its still fine. ;-)

I feel like a load is lifted off me. The decision is made n settled. Now to stop worrying about getting a new job and expenses problem. Will cope but a job is good. Especially one tt is rewarding and challenging.

Me resigning my job is shared with u who read my blog. But lets jus keep this quiet and not talk abt it to everyone. I dun wanna everyone to be discussing this. You know what I mean. I made a decision and I am still thinking about what I wanna be embarking on next. So yea. Dun wan anyone to influence my thinking. Blah blah.....

Signing out...in good mood.