1st of March 2012.

I dreamt of him this morning. It was such a happy dream. I was carrying him in my arms and we were walking around. He was sleeping and smiling. It made me so happy to feel him and see him. I woke up feeling so happy and smiling too.

These past few days have been tough ones. Had been feeling depressed and just couldn't handle missing him. Its nearing the date again. I have mixed feelings. I look forward to it and I dread it all at the same time.