tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-346054962024-03-13T10:29:00.494+08:00mybabybunnyblogmybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.comBlogger152125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-53773064288448470802012-03-01T10:40:00.003+08:002012-03-01T10:47:38.337+08:001st of March 2012.I dreamt of him this morning. It was such a happy dream. I was carrying him in my arms and we were walking around. He was sleeping and smiling. It made me so happy to feel him and see him. I woke up feeling so happy and smiling too. <div><br /></div><div>These past few days have been tough ones. Had been feeling depressed and just couldn't handle missing him. Its nearing the date again. I have mixed feelings. I look forward to it and I dread it all at the same time. </div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-80400404668658124002011-10-11T11:40:00.003+08:002011-10-11T11:44:18.076+08:00I dreamt of my little baby boy!10th October 2011. I dreamt of him this morning. In my dream he had a mustache n beard. I was trimming it for him with a scissors. Weird. Anyways, I carried him in my dream too. It felt so good carrying him. I told him it felt so good to carry him n feel the weight of him on me. I miss him so much. But it made me so happy to have dreamt of him.<div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-30902268177815608322011-10-02T23:46:00.001+08:002011-10-02T23:46:49.329+08:00I miss you!I miss u Mathias. I miss u so much. It hurts so much everyday without u. I sit here looking at ur pics everyday n wishing I can hold u again. This is so much more than I can bear.<br /><br />It's going to be a month without u. N it has not gotten any better. I still hurt as much if not worse. I miss ur presence so much my honeypie. This sucks so bad. I am very worried abt whether I can handle this. <br /><br />Ur papa is not going to be around this thurs where it's ur death anniversary of a month. I have serious doubts abt whether I can hold up. <br /><br />I sometimes wonder why this had to happen. Why God chose u to be my son n me ur mother. Why He allowed u to be born with this genetic disease Menkes. Although he allowed us this precious time together but I still can't understand why he did it. It hurts so much to be without u now. Why couldn't He let u be born healthy n be with us longer? Did I cherish u more cause of ur sickness? <br /><br />I have only memories of u now n it's not enough. It's never enough. I will forever hurt n miss u my merky boy! It takes so much of me everyday without u. Can I last? I need to. Please remember mama. Cause mama is pining for u my baby boy. <br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-56691741901739142362011-09-20T00:11:00.001+08:002011-09-20T00:12:27.552+08:00Precious29 June 2008 - 6 September 2011 <br /><br />My beloved Mathias. Little baby angel!<div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-9102789020326023142011-09-19T23:55:00.003+08:002011-09-20T00:02:57.286+08:00Long daysDays without Mathias is tough. A heavy cross to be carried. One I wish would never have happened. I miss my baby so much. I only cry once in awhile. I have good days n bad days. Bad days are really bad. Sometimes i feel like lying there and not doing anything. Takes too much effort to get going even. But i wake up early everyday. Can't sleep too late either. My body doesn't allow me rest. I feel tired all the time. I wish to see him now. Enfold him in my arms once again. But i know its not to be. Trudging along till the day I get to see him again.<div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-24435004048861144612011-09-03T06:31:00.002+08:002011-09-03T06:53:17.505+08:00Hardest journey ever taken!Today is e 3rd of September. Here I sit on my bed next to Mathias at
<br />6.03am. His breathing is loud n labored. It sounds cluttered with phlegm. His catheter is once again clogged. Would need to flush it once again later after giving a call to his nurses.
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<br />I feel very scared. I know that this is e toughest journey I have ever made so far. Not one I would have chosen for myself. But if this is what God has planned for me, I will walk through it n become a stronger person.
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<br />In 2004, 3rd of September, amazingly I was also losing someone who meant so much to me. I am surprised that it's happening around e same time. But looking back now, that cannot even compare with e loss now. I know that God will guide me through this just like e last time. I thought i wouldn't make it through then but I did. I became a much better person and one who knew my emotions n myself better. I am so much happier with my husband now then I would have had with that person. But of course i didn't know it then. It was a blessing in disguise. If not for what happened, I wouldn't have been strong enough to go through this experience with Mathias. I am blessed.
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<br />It's horrible having to watch my baby suffer like that n knowing that I am losing him. Yes, I do not like losing him. It's scaring me like hell. I do not know literally how i will cope without him with me anymore. After dedicating my entire life to him, e loss n despair will be horrendous. But I also know I need to let him go cause he has fought so long already n he has fought strongly n well for so long. I am proud of Mathias. He has been so brave n strong. I cannot keep him with me for my own selfish reasons. He can do so much more in heaven. Run, laugh, walk, giggle, talk. All that he can't do on earth, he will be able to do in heaven. He is suffering so much already and it's more then enough already.
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<br />I know that some people may not understand e rational behind my husband's n my decision with caring for Mathias at home instead of e hospital. I do not expect them to understand nor agree with our decision. We know that Mathias is happier being at home then e hospital and what we want for him now is for him to be as comfortable as possible. We will give him e same care that he will receive in a hospital. There's nothing more that they can do that cannot be done at home. Yes i can send him for test n probes, but even if we do find out e causes, r we going to put him through an operation when it would not be curing him of the main problem. Menkes is not curable.
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<br />I can put him on all sorts of machines to prolong his life, but would that really be for e best. Yes, i will prolong his life but at e expense of him suffering and that is not what I want for him. I just want for him to have great memories with us and to leave when it's time. It has been a precious 3 years. I would never trade anything for it. I love my son, illness n all. I do not regret having him nor giving him my all. I regret having no tool to cure him.
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<br />Life will be hard after he is gone but we have created so many beautiful memories together. I will always remember him n carry him in my heart. He will forever be my baby! <div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-7861314217760585672011-03-03T22:16:00.001+08:002011-03-03T22:16:21.911+08:00StruggleIt's been a struggle for me. All along I've always been asking God to give me more time with Mathias. Wanting more time to be with him. Wanting him close to me. But I realized today that I have been selfish. Seeing him with his bloated tummy, taking so much medicine, loud breathing, tons of phlegm, I ask myself is this truly what I want for him. He has been such a strong n brave boy. Enough is enough. I realize that what I should be praying for instead is that for God to take him home. To end his suffering. He has fought a long n tough battle here on earth. He has fought hard n well to be here with us. And God has been gracious, giving us so much time. Obviously, it's never enough. I will always want to hold my boy, kiss him, smell him, stroke his face n head. But I have to start to let him go. I cannot continue holding on to him. I suppose he can feel it n knows. I dun want him to hang on just for me.<br />Although I have accepted it, a small part of me just can't let go. I sometimes feel so overwhelmed. Can I really handle this. I know eventually I will cause God will give me the strength. And he will never give me a cross too heavy to carry.<br />But right now, I feel so alone. <div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-2558031988865003012011-01-20T11:18:00.001+08:002011-01-20T11:18:25.311+08:00Is he in pain?Sometimes when Mathias has his spasms, I wonder if he is in pain? If not why would he go on n on? He has been having spasms e last few days. On two nights he even went on thru e night. He is now at it still while in my arms. Is there anyway of testing if he is in pain I wonder. <br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-11775445146241609762010-08-17T22:18:00.003+08:002010-08-17T22:46:08.630+08:00Pictures galoreBeen posting pics of Mathias n Zebedee on facebook. Those who wanna see, click on the links.<br /><br /><br /><br /><li><a href="http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=131092&id=533517307&l=5b0e57570e">KL,Genting 6-8Dec2009</a></li><br /><li><a href="http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=156130&id=533517307&l=42efc659a1">Genting21-24March2010</a></li><br /><li><a href="http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=174636&id=533517307&l=cec4b669b9">Resort World Sentosa</a></li><br /><li><a href="http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=171900&id=533517307&l=b6ea32cccb">Zebeedee's arrival26May2010</a></li><br /><li><a href="http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=188940&id=533517307&l=5c669ad0ac">Mathias 2nd yr n Zebedee's 1 mth celebration</a></li><br /><li><a href="http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=192587&id=533517307&l=2a2f837a6b">Daily going ons</a></li><div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-42510880895850810872010-08-12T23:05:00.002+08:002010-08-12T23:42:48.732+08:00I think I am going insaneI know I shouldn't be like this but I just can't help myself...I HATE "A" Dad. I am so sick n tired of fighting with him over Mathias. I have never seen a person so inconsiderate or annoying.<br /><br />He is the only person who is so very dirty. Who might be a carrier of germs n viruses cause he hangs out all day long with his so called drinking pals. I totally understand that, thats his lifestyle but please spare a thought for my son. He comes back super drunk.....dirty...smelly.....n wants to come near Mathias..... I have been having this conflict with him ever since Mathias was born. If you want to play or carry Mathias, take a bath first.....or dun come near him ..... dun go near him n talk cause we dunno if his saliva will spray onto Mathias...if you know what I mean. I may sound paranoid...but because of Mathias' no immune system...I make it a point not to expose him unnecessarily.<br /><br />He gets sick easily n once he is sick, his phlegm increases exponentially. It gets very difficult for him to breathe n sleep..... For people who dunno n think that Mathias is just like any other baby,.....let me tell you what happens everyday....<br /><br />Before every meal, he has to be suctioned....what do I mean suction.....I have to use a machine to draw out his phlegm from his nose n throat. Its not a comfortable thing for him or for me...but one I put up with n do for his benefit.... sometimes if there's lots of phlegm, the suctioning can take about 30 mins. He has to take Ventolyn n Becotite puff once a day...... that's to open his breathing passageway.... he takes his atropine drop 3 times a day....that helps to dry up the phlegm. Nose drop 2 times a day to dry up the mucus... on top of all these, he is also on medication for his spasms ..... Valium n Chloral Hydrate twice a day.... the valium cause tons of phlegm....hence the suctioning ...... but when he gets sick.....the phlegm production increases like mad....... at this point, he won't be able to sleep thru the night....he will wake up cause he can't breathe right....I will then have to suction him before he can sleep again....sometimes, he can't go back to sleep.....sleep for Mathias is another issue.....the Chloral Hydrate n Valium helps to relax him too ..... but sometimes even that dun help.....<br /><br />So knowing how much this little boy is suffering...on top of not being able to talk....eat ....move by himself..... why the hell would you want to add to his pain..... HE keeps saying that he loves him n wants to sayang him then WHY THE HELL DO YOU NOT SACRIFICE A BIT ....... don't go out all the time if you say you want to play with him....... bath n keep clean......<br /><br />I simply cannot understand....n its annoying me no end. I have already made so much sacrifices for my baby boy.... I do not go out on weekdays... I stay at home with him everyday....I mean literally that I don't get to step out of the house not even to buy my lunch....... I make sure I do my marketing on the weekends so that I can have my lunch...... I have forsaken my beauty regime totally..... I can't even exercise now after giving birth..... I don't mind giving all these up cause to me ....Mathias is more important....<br /><br />To me keeping him healthy n safe is the most important thing. I put in so much effort to keep him in tip top condition..... Maintenance is the word I would use.....I hate it when "A" dad comes n destroy all that.....cause he MIGHT be carrying germs....... He keeps on saying that he wants to sayang him...n I say to him that HE IS NOT SHOWING THAT WITH HIS ACTIONS!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />I am trying to keep my son alive for a longer period of time..... that's all I'm doing..... More time with him..... PLEASE CAN'T HE SEE THAT ....I am so sick n tired of watching his actions everyday when he gets home. I am so tired...........really tired...... home is supposedly the safest place.....but it is not for me......I feel so upset.<br /><br />When my son suffers....I suffer along with him....it hurts me to see him in pain or discomfort...... I really can't wait for my flat...I have another yr.......this sucks so bad.......<div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-58876477091435862312010-03-19T19:38:00.001+08:002010-03-19T19:40:55.229+08:00Collin Raye : She's with Me LyricsWas overwhelmed by this song I heard on May's blog. Made me tear. Thought to share with u all too. Its already playing when you log into my blog.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />She’s with me<br />I proudly tell the maitre de as we arrive<br />He seems surprised<br />In a clumsy moment as he looks for room, for her blessed chair<br />A table stares, and their eyes show only pity<br />as they try to sympathize<br />Oh, how difficult that must be, look away<br />Day after day, they’ll never see, the joy you bring<br />Only happy at the times I know that she’s with me<br /><br />I wear it like a badge of honor at the mall<br />I hear her call, the only way that she is able with a cry<br />Time to go bye bye, she can’t say why<br />Maybe tired, maybe hurting, god I wish that I could tell<br />Do I ever make her happy for awhile<br />To see her smile, makes my week, <br />Though she can’t speak, <br />She let’s me know she feels my love when she’s with me<br /><br />I know just what heaven looks like when I see that perfect face<br />For no other mortal heart could be so fair <br />I myself so weak and weary, so imperfect as a man<br />How could I be the one you chose to care for our girl<br />Never done a single deed to earn the right to share her light<br />Though it’s such a painful road we walk each day<br />Lord you have your ways, this I pray<br />On the day I stand before you, she’ll stand right by my side<br />When you look upon me, head hung down in shame<br />I’ll feel the blame, she’ll look at me,<br />And then she’ll speak, in that precious voice<br />Don’t worry ‘bout him my lord, cuz you see,<br />He’s with me<div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-22015829310997398902010-03-04T15:37:00.008+08:002010-03-04T15:55:37.243+08:00Both baby Mathias n I are trying to get well from a bout of flu. Doing much better now as compared to last week. Went for another scan n all was normal. Sigh of relief. Baby didi has been super active in my tummy. Think he is fighting with his brother who keeps lying on my tummy and squeezing him. May is fast approaching. Yikes. Seems so much faster this time round.<br /><br />Oh here are some photos taken recently.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjLK-pFMl8gEbbK3R0ieLSAQ5wGrc8D-XfBTfZZeT-Eb4RZJXhcWnsBkjvOySfSdcWjRmdHsxP0ObO8j54mWw2UeYUBoTYB6SKe14CyDJUsvDnXyjKYNjHYHj1zLGjlhvHik_S1/s1600-h/23-01-10_1936.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjLK-pFMl8gEbbK3R0ieLSAQ5wGrc8D-XfBTfZZeT-Eb4RZJXhcWnsBkjvOySfSdcWjRmdHsxP0ObO8j54mWw2UeYUBoTYB6SKe14CyDJUsvDnXyjKYNjHYHj1zLGjlhvHik_S1/s320/23-01-10_1936.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5444681425450090706" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Someone trying to act cool. Haha....so cute. Like a little bumblebee.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiei-QbRvCc4liEb8zk5Ezio0pJ9rryhGKVfApqhUZ_t89UD59OmpA4Xt0ipdwKZoNgDvqgUCSjCU7HDAXPrmyB3LrQBqqsOdYitJ6bgShB-7bKDYn_ScR6BYajEgCiB3UiXCMP/s1600-h/23-01-10_1934.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiei-QbRvCc4liEb8zk5Ezio0pJ9rryhGKVfApqhUZ_t89UD59OmpA4Xt0ipdwKZoNgDvqgUCSjCU7HDAXPrmyB3LrQBqqsOdYitJ6bgShB-7bKDYn_ScR6BYajEgCiB3UiXCMP/s320/23-01-10_1934.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5444681264933429810" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Looking sleepy on granny's lap.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgi0vJivWjLoUhXuQBoOrmG20_V9rCtYcCo2GtpvT744jhNf2XK9I76dBXdBswCc7DN7RAaicMLg7ITRROngb6reJbG2UZ_oVkx9cOHYry6vGPhNa5WNEqMwr6M3Qq4dRSZUf5E/s1600-h/23-01-10_1531.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgi0vJivWjLoUhXuQBoOrmG20_V9rCtYcCo2GtpvT744jhNf2XK9I76dBXdBswCc7DN7RAaicMLg7ITRROngb6reJbG2UZ_oVkx9cOHYry6vGPhNa5WNEqMwr6M3Qq4dRSZUf5E/s320/23-01-10_1531.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5444681063334483410" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />My little toes n fingers. I have a serious fetish with them. Hahahhahaha......<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbN9h9zsaEpZXrqzUGS3e8X3hR59GkXXeYke6rgx9GRuN4eUq5vDQ-QJZN0DDWfS-eW6icEu70u9aU_2f_fq0leWUWMyNWlwOmeD_zjFZ2U6aAAZj18mYm32WisOQcZ_yRmu25/s1600-h/19-12-09_1836.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbN9h9zsaEpZXrqzUGS3e8X3hR59GkXXeYke6rgx9GRuN4eUq5vDQ-QJZN0DDWfS-eW6icEu70u9aU_2f_fq0leWUWMyNWlwOmeD_zjFZ2U6aAAZj18mYm32WisOQcZ_yRmu25/s320/19-12-09_1836.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5444680943634317858" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwoxE3ikNKxJtcZ3j5pucqEJunBRMmkMPkDwsnhPbXri8hwE8_uQ6ZjZTm1UPCmxJITgAjBbtYZVbjHeZoWvYA1m_Vz_lx-0ASECzyt41nT47WT2LlMOt4JUbSPG1byaM1ijkE/s1600-h/19-12-09_1833.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwoxE3ikNKxJtcZ3j5pucqEJunBRMmkMPkDwsnhPbXri8hwE8_uQ6ZjZTm1UPCmxJITgAjBbtYZVbjHeZoWvYA1m_Vz_lx-0ASECzyt41nT47WT2LlMOt4JUbSPG1byaM1ijkE/s320/19-12-09_1833.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5444680932119443938" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Bought from Giant in JB. Asadi.... wat the heck is tt??? But it looked so cute.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgyLXzKoWidvzuXswmRARrYMFQCwL5qMcryDJbMD7NKUtLRlBUz1YEws42HLDoiYrCts-wMMxBVp5mmO2sgz4E3jeFfMbN6TM2vGum0hgrPI9JLUIwF4Knr_cJMjXuOqP35lUUL/s1600-h/14-01-10_1740.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgyLXzKoWidvzuXswmRARrYMFQCwL5qMcryDJbMD7NKUtLRlBUz1YEws42HLDoiYrCts-wMMxBVp5mmO2sgz4E3jeFfMbN6TM2vGum0hgrPI9JLUIwF4Knr_cJMjXuOqP35lUUL/s320/14-01-10_1740.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5444680212410728194" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Little toes again. Look like grapes to me.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSZhlR5QOcgA3wxzGE3y-jUfgry3L_dZi5Xub0xHvTwtlvuYKFh4nS3302PlkHEX5AoPCO4ZMcYKqwuY2I4xpOD88iiwm88stNTeLb6KqZ7kdkgDVcovBHeTvIapFZQ4yK965P/s1600-h/12-12-09_1846.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiSZhlR5QOcgA3wxzGE3y-jUfgry3L_dZi5Xub0xHvTwtlvuYKFh4nS3302PlkHEX5AoPCO4ZMcYKqwuY2I4xpOD88iiwm88stNTeLb6KqZ7kdkgDVcovBHeTvIapFZQ4yK965P/s320/12-12-09_1846.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5444680143236435730" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Going for one last trip before giving birth. Papa likes Genting so we are going up again. Mathias likes the cool weather there too. Mama just likes to laze in the hotel room while papa gallivants in the casinos. Hahaha......Going during my birthday week.....yippeee<div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-45274957826642695412010-02-28T12:08:00.003+08:002010-02-28T12:55:36.006+08:00munch munch.......<iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dwmzsuGd5q1B9WdDeNfOCx7wgEmxOegjpQ_szqNefm3diW2Uw0NjLQVk7HY30MoLMhDsZDiCs1diHc' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe><br /><br />This was the chickeedee when he was 3 or 4 mths old. So rascal. ;-)<div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-20271773274750061442010-02-03T14:57:00.003+08:002010-02-03T15:15:32.267+08:00walking watermelonRandom pictures taken last year. There's bun bun hanging in the christmas stocking on the door. hahaha.....<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8BxuLWWUBq4Cm415vakl-Pg5u8zW93fhGnDREfZot95v5euJYQZlzIJ5O-SO9lTjcoZqcfbK3uKiDm7LBLfpd_P4veFzB-WfaG1skvWqk7eixvyFjnB6l1b8Mp7v2SxfgSAcm/s1600-h/IMG_3942.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8BxuLWWUBq4Cm415vakl-Pg5u8zW93fhGnDREfZot95v5euJYQZlzIJ5O-SO9lTjcoZqcfbK3uKiDm7LBLfpd_P4veFzB-WfaG1skvWqk7eixvyFjnB6l1b8Mp7v2SxfgSAcm/s320/IMG_3942.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5433909652927716482" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Me feeding the boy boy.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3ODqBKfHXNKsyWF33iRboshg-P4L4wrZdLBbjctdUKqBlM_8CDlOSLu3Oj45ZfvE08QuBsB2wjZJVcJl_QROPQOkiY_2gHV5ISk_WbwNFIW5_Jit00t810bdDWOo6KNYvI1PT/s1600-h/IMG_3939.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3ODqBKfHXNKsyWF33iRboshg-P4L4wrZdLBbjctdUKqBlM_8CDlOSLu3Oj45ZfvE08QuBsB2wjZJVcJl_QROPQOkiY_2gHV5ISk_WbwNFIW5_Jit00t810bdDWOo6KNYvI1PT/s320/IMG_3939.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5433909533650940642" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Someone snoozing away contentedly.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhj92z3ndoRe6YudjqOr6CRJ35xQA0P_T2ROBrcHQXcCgBxYXXpllSTV4xIO91c14y6YWx1_MW0C94s0HtEl5FJmCQ20pHZelvgMKh4c1D69HL92l-NSiGjwl7Q6dTpOzILM6Mj/s1600-h/28-11-09_1210.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhj92z3ndoRe6YudjqOr6CRJ35xQA0P_T2ROBrcHQXcCgBxYXXpllSTV4xIO91c14y6YWx1_MW0C94s0HtEl5FJmCQ20pHZelvgMKh4c1D69HL92l-NSiGjwl7Q6dTpOzILM6Mj/s320/28-11-09_1210.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5433909525426821570" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Bun's got a new nose.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTof1xQXwlA20eZZRNAlXQ9uhHYwsM9SNnj5BSK1bkadeIVkhQSr5gFWtrabA-hcUalFttrD_WToDVzXQnYueIxKwxLmnyrP122LeK2Y_AxgGtLAJWOSjerfkWl0yyL5JzqD4D/s1600-h/26-09-09_1427.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTof1xQXwlA20eZZRNAlXQ9uhHYwsM9SNnj5BSK1bkadeIVkhQSr5gFWtrabA-hcUalFttrD_WToDVzXQnYueIxKwxLmnyrP122LeK2Y_AxgGtLAJWOSjerfkWl0yyL5JzqD4D/s320/26-09-09_1427.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5433909522578274482" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Not sure what he's up to here.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhSbZWH20Ed-dSQdMs_7ihGVma-h4nbV2fLqyK8utcpK8zXVr1FcsTX6VQTeH98Mo5o25x-w8tDFOcUnSqZQpFb9qQDCX5AR91ZNINAvd4JE00HMOwxR62RJUWiboFNNtY_fzyj/s1600-h/08-09-09_0954.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhSbZWH20Ed-dSQdMs_7ihGVma-h4nbV2fLqyK8utcpK8zXVr1FcsTX6VQTeH98Mo5o25x-w8tDFOcUnSqZQpFb9qQDCX5AR91ZNINAvd4JE00HMOwxR62RJUWiboFNNtY_fzyj/s320/08-09-09_0954.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5433908758985376546" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Snoozing on his personal dunlop pillow.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXcoR03y2CNz0LYjrEc-1mjA4xhdNgHxJYh8JMxe_nW0FDVuD-YK2DLFmbf14cjMyBGLd5fNKH3j0Va3Q7LAOfhIfq-v2LST2LoJJRKf-HZ7jL5NMWxxSKYcfoNl0t8FWhPlYA/s1600-h/01-11-09_1637.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXcoR03y2CNz0LYjrEc-1mjA4xhdNgHxJYh8JMxe_nW0FDVuD-YK2DLFmbf14cjMyBGLd5fNKH3j0Va3Q7LAOfhIfq-v2LST2LoJJRKf-HZ7jL5NMWxxSKYcfoNl0t8FWhPlYA/s320/01-11-09_1637.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5433908742511386306" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjAJk1G57CFZ7vWkEqpPWvkjaG_VxXFwlcp6mxHca8Cs4Zj_u8o2F09TOTSJ-DuZ1bwdStbNjkvAy6UdtAsQdjURYXakNiCaqZDzG9Pj6ikQHUd7s4VFIB7tzFtqbvA0j9AbFCV/s1600-h/01-11-09_1634.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjAJk1G57CFZ7vWkEqpPWvkjaG_VxXFwlcp6mxHca8Cs4Zj_u8o2F09TOTSJ-DuZ1bwdStbNjkvAy6UdtAsQdjURYXakNiCaqZDzG9Pj6ikQHUd7s4VFIB7tzFtqbvA0j9AbFCV/s320/01-11-09_1634.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5433908735590614802" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Everything is going smoothly. Mathias is doing well n I'm doing well too. Getting to be a real big watermelon. Weather's turning real hot too. Not too good for me as I feel like I am in a sauna half the time. Luckily I have air con at night. Hahahaha..... We are not going visiting this year during CNY as I do not want to be bombasted with questions from ppl who have not seen boy boy with his tube n all. Sickening to have to keep repeating myself everywhere I go. So we are going to hang at home n go out to East Coast.<div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-49249915608211720882010-01-22T19:09:00.000+08:002010-01-22T19:10:09.279+08:00Taken off someone's blog<h3 class="post-title entry-title"><a href="http://severedisabilitykid.blogspot.com/2010/01/who-would-want-child-like-that.html">Who Would Want a Child Like That?</a> </h3> <span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-style: italic;">I am told one doctor said to another about a woman wanting to bear and deliver a child with known severe disabilities: "But who would want a child like that anyway?"</span><br /><br />Dear Doctor:<br /><br />Who would want a child "like that"? A person who wants to learn about love. A person who wants to know about self-sacrifice. A person who wants to know more about the value of life, who wants to move beyond the understanding of owning stuff to the understanding of giving and emptying of the self.<br /><br />Who wants child "like that"? A person who is connected, a person who wants a challenge, a person who wants to face hell and own heaven right here, right now. A person who wants to grow and change and learn to navigate the waters of joy and despair, of choices deep and dark and profound.<br /><br />Who wants one "like that"? Someone strong who wants to learn about weakness. Someone weak who wants to learn about strength. A person who wants to change the whole world, a person who wants to change one child's world. </span><span style="font-family: arial;">A person who wants to cry hard and laugh harder. </span><span style="font-family: arial;">A person who wants to drink deeply from what is sometimes bitter, sometimes sweet.<br /><br />In short, who wants a child "like that"? A <span style="font-style: italic;">parent</span> wants a child like that...<span style="font-style: italic;">their</span> child...and they want to have every chance to do their job well. They deserve every support medical and social, emotional and financial that it takes to bring "that child's" life to fruition, to bring "that child's" gifts to the world into which "that child", for whatever reason, chose to enter.<br /><br />Who are you to question the life of a child "like that"?<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Dedicated to <a href="http://www.anniefarlow.com/">Barbara Farlow</a>, a woman who wanted to raise her child "like that", but wasn't given the chance...</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-20134956142347253122010-01-16T23:54:00.002+08:002010-01-17T00:08:05.001+08:00someone on oxyThings have been smooth going lately. Nothing out of the ordinary happened which is a blessing. Just got back from a BBQ with "A" friends. Was a good night out. Baby enjoyed himself too. Hehe.<br /><br />Oh, n I decided on little boy's name already. Its going to be Eden Maximus. I like Eden, the papa wants the Maximus. Wang Lian Jie for the mandarin name I think. Still sitting on the mandarin name though.<br /><br />These were photos taken when boy boy had to be placed on oxy.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgM8zudXq3bCmdeo-XEirHWAK85s_CKCk9PHecD91bO6V5-igaeioK05vCWgWbSOZ3LD0t5U1GSXG4dxktNpalxASY2wRhKIJdSgeolKXsCyGvgzW-xUq9akdoNplbxlmIIa_LW/s1600-h/31-10-09_1247.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgM8zudXq3bCmdeo-XEirHWAK85s_CKCk9PHecD91bO6V5-igaeioK05vCWgWbSOZ3LD0t5U1GSXG4dxktNpalxASY2wRhKIJdSgeolKXsCyGvgzW-xUq9akdoNplbxlmIIa_LW/s320/31-10-09_1247.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5427367679475659266" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJdsvi77lbjeCKDNeGHtOkxCCqb8D9pMYQHlXJ5rg-p6CPSxl-xcB8h9tAYzCuYfd3KksFTTlZ3dxVtYX9WM2bOir8Kx4b6ORiucxNg9L-C9F3wAa4Gf1-jFLl4lNyleFh3hSL/s1600-h/31-10-09_1246.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJdsvi77lbjeCKDNeGHtOkxCCqb8D9pMYQHlXJ5rg-p6CPSxl-xcB8h9tAYzCuYfd3KksFTTlZ3dxVtYX9WM2bOir8Kx4b6ORiucxNg9L-C9F3wAa4Gf1-jFLl4lNyleFh3hSL/s320/31-10-09_1246.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5427367676362872018" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjm2cZk2ifC4GEq-6fkhS4HRqYi5KRxDyRwRo71qoa9kj1U_fLjipc_aeGLYi3aLXLP3kcDOybC37bN4PeNdPhC54-3m-4iKEAFZo2mf0ClvN8yzTvIgVMl8EFrNe5y6Fw1HD2G/s1600-h/31-10-09_1241.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjm2cZk2ifC4GEq-6fkhS4HRqYi5KRxDyRwRo71qoa9kj1U_fLjipc_aeGLYi3aLXLP3kcDOybC37bN4PeNdPhC54-3m-4iKEAFZo2mf0ClvN8yzTvIgVMl8EFrNe5y6Fw1HD2G/s320/31-10-09_1241.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5427367672094254562" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgZPhaNtQPTVRtFQq59uthcpOgB05TNT_F3rv56HCUWi_CNh4_Op2ByTE0moju7bKipyt8Wco-vhWyqRXisghAy4EAOSLe5gNXYJNawr_YhtchrURbRbLrerKuOJn4PFVyWWjYT/s1600-h/31-10-09_1242.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgZPhaNtQPTVRtFQq59uthcpOgB05TNT_F3rv56HCUWi_CNh4_Op2ByTE0moju7bKipyt8Wco-vhWyqRXisghAy4EAOSLe5gNXYJNawr_YhtchrURbRbLrerKuOJn4PFVyWWjYT/s320/31-10-09_1242.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5427367663351838562" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />He is so cutie pie.<div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-18657628535890148622009-12-21T12:42:00.006+08:002009-12-21T13:31:11.837+08:00Malacca trip in AugustBeen a long while since I last blogged. Many things have happened that I didn't update about. Well, first of all, Mathias is doing well. Managed to keep his spasms at bay. He is on a couple of med. Some to help with the spasms, others to help cope with the phelgm that is caused by the medicine. He is growing and getting smarter each day. He now uses his new found teeth to cause us pain when we try cleaning his teeth or give him his med. Haha....<br /><br />Other than that, I am now 4 months preggie n its a boy. All's clear. He is Menkes free and his chromosomes are ok. The only one who ain't happy about the new addition is Mathias. He has been super sticky to me.<br /><br />Haven't been posting pics of Mathias too, so will start by posting up his Malacca trip in August. We just came back from KL n Genting recently too. Will post those the next round.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiX0S04h_n9Zx7Wp3gFiZciwKr2j1JB2Rdi0Z81B0T2pFXIdILKBEodYx4XaTYhuZ1tFiYAGGifAcmJ3qHET0Enhfg0a4LYrgTdmZwYKYoQUsAwwkkMVVUVXrndk0J1hJXfUWyH/s1600-h/IMG_3737.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiX0S04h_n9Zx7Wp3gFiZciwKr2j1JB2Rdi0Z81B0T2pFXIdILKBEodYx4XaTYhuZ1tFiYAGGifAcmJ3qHET0Enhfg0a4LYrgTdmZwYKYoQUsAwwkkMVVUVXrndk0J1hJXfUWyH/s320/IMG_3737.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417554344289807266" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Papa n baby.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbZ842G0WIjIGCMr8iJWk-mbu-ekgOM-9cFqBFh7RtP-jYZPgSBAYb2GP15I2N1uUqZ6PlsWAOPQVq9XQcxpVi92QgovKJm2ErdNPkPE-o-DkqchLgUFZO5lwn8FYXAe8RKVFO/s1600-h/IMG_3738.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbZ842G0WIjIGCMr8iJWk-mbu-ekgOM-9cFqBFh7RtP-jYZPgSBAYb2GP15I2N1uUqZ6PlsWAOPQVq9XQcxpVi92QgovKJm2ErdNPkPE-o-DkqchLgUFZO5lwn8FYXAe8RKVFO/s320/IMG_3738.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417554339819617538" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />View from our hotel room at The Renaissance.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhrp2phakQg_bv672HT-CPNBm2WXqG-d_zrYGzx0znSagmi2ALwIAcsbWqbU4V8RVvvSSeC4rrcsgSb08QW__41GxfhaXGQccE1xTcDKfriFEJ9EMfxxpfjyIJVGNYK1al1cB_Y/s1600-h/IMG_3746.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhrp2phakQg_bv672HT-CPNBm2WXqG-d_zrYGzx0znSagmi2ALwIAcsbWqbU4V8RVvvSSeC4rrcsgSb08QW__41GxfhaXGQccE1xTcDKfriFEJ9EMfxxpfjyIJVGNYK1al1cB_Y/s320/IMG_3746.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417554329161519938" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj8snSR1NmvYcK1Zq3vEBGZ6mlds5Fe5DW5jhPKV-SMvy3Og_RIhg3emQGDuQh2njMt-FWF2wEXHcqgx_jm8QoaTbDWY81KDOgLtHxCoSS9AA7g22OYcvaV4DQhv0Ni8qLcfUIS/s1600-h/IMG_3748.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; 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float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh05UdTCMGquaBTTl95BD8AQwgdizXXJkQmCqflrrMUrrsCYT3QgZgLbPbZA6G3fjsxjD7PxI46zIuCAcMjE3thaSfzdC3D55Q9kmgWZMcR7wsFa_Coc6uJYXKtL9dzrLl4QUzP/s320/IMG_3766.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417552477884736802" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Our snacks. Hahaha<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjH76bAi2g3loI-snsLAqRfu7UGXv1F6CyJ-LEwmGdgN2eo04MGBZxgARNZ8pU9QLX36Kn38QquhGZ9RtxWgYlTkkbrJhKwC2FdoZVdq4kPceo3oHoElaxwB46s1s_TYFxVbEHN/s1600-h/IMG_3767.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjH76bAi2g3loI-snsLAqRfu7UGXv1F6CyJ-LEwmGdgN2eo04MGBZxgARNZ8pU9QLX36Kn38QquhGZ9RtxWgYlTkkbrJhKwC2FdoZVdq4kPceo3oHoElaxwB46s1s_TYFxVbEHN/s320/IMG_3767.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417552472727603586" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOpIxO9s4KqEFj7FJU8I7icevFEYa8t6iaJhjrkYDN5WdgwuOiC3EayUDUniSdxmbe8I3vy-UJvsrEgPeaWAYy9UW_ltvWSBJ1oug9iFkAiSSsCSHOITABI28amqPQKgSZu0nl/s1600-h/IMG_3773.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOpIxO9s4KqEFj7FJU8I7icevFEYa8t6iaJhjrkYDN5WdgwuOiC3EayUDUniSdxmbe8I3vy-UJvsrEgPeaWAYy9UW_ltvWSBJ1oug9iFkAiSSsCSHOITABI28amqPQKgSZu0nl/s320/IMG_3773.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417552465196566706" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhldrD0pEQzeQ0tLqfwXNgWfaWBrlNBNHSROSCbhstBtTqhh9mWjPqXYmGFG-bT1vYfQeF82OMVc4gdZYB6K4ifnUMjS0cHpRVpYT6cbrvhptjr3T9vksL8NDF9xvOs-xVptCIS/s1600-h/IMG_3777.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhldrD0pEQzeQ0tLqfwXNgWfaWBrlNBNHSROSCbhstBtTqhh9mWjPqXYmGFG-bT1vYfQeF82OMVc4gdZYB6K4ifnUMjS0cHpRVpYT6cbrvhptjr3T9vksL8NDF9xvOs-xVptCIS/s320/IMG_3777.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417551669653577362" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Someone having his milk.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKfk0U7KgW160shA7-cUBX-jXalequT2ZLN5khTr8hP4rTsSF7kYL1SztR29IuHVNUUWFIdkNRZnVgSK6ehqyWGVMoRupGtNXWB9V7WOQg4z66nvk0MeTShvs8RzWy6N-IILAI/s1600-h/IMG_3781.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKfk0U7KgW160shA7-cUBX-jXalequT2ZLN5khTr8hP4rTsSF7kYL1SztR29IuHVNUUWFIdkNRZnVgSK6ehqyWGVMoRupGtNXWB9V7WOQg4z66nvk0MeTShvs8RzWy6N-IILAI/s320/IMG_3781.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417551665029752770" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I must sit with my mama...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEinEPkx8jROKt9LQrCjcvy4C4hPrR08MUqXNn1pX8V7pEMveVXbf9lKR7b6tuoWArUeCaC5GKHDsbtmEu0xLYbomSlRFjgKz7JhbH740QErNXKQys5mjL2YqNWy95yXWDBsLcGf/s1600-h/IMG_3790.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEinEPkx8jROKt9LQrCjcvy4C4hPrR08MUqXNn1pX8V7pEMveVXbf9lKR7b6tuoWArUeCaC5GKHDsbtmEu0xLYbomSlRFjgKz7JhbH740QErNXKQys5mjL2YqNWy95yXWDBsLcGf/s320/IMG_3790.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417551658140788386" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />n sleep on her lap.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDimiDwyDjBKHkuqXRayeHPg4KQ3HVbbZKq75gYb4iWqAcb2JWVpLOrbftJNYFbzMObRSiwhy4uUPtkJwMlv1eciJNMgTeNr51I5RxabrkeFMoBorQtVvD2TD38T1ufQGAgnts/s1600-h/IMG_3793.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDimiDwyDjBKHkuqXRayeHPg4KQ3HVbbZKq75gYb4iWqAcb2JWVpLOrbftJNYFbzMObRSiwhy4uUPtkJwMlv1eciJNMgTeNr51I5RxabrkeFMoBorQtVvD2TD38T1ufQGAgnts/s320/IMG_3793.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417551654877319410" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Someone else enjoying herself.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjCRF3k2PUW1gmnPHpfOJUO9xL2-JGqEtiKgn444N5Qi2Bdl1IZ3gTUSwGJOTf54NEpdK_eNZnpMyBIoBHRy2KmF2f_8YuLNti7UgQwWpJj5KAw1O7PCpm4QaFcGjPhTNLtiXkN/s1600-h/IMG_3816.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjCRF3k2PUW1gmnPHpfOJUO9xL2-JGqEtiKgn444N5Qi2Bdl1IZ3gTUSwGJOTf54NEpdK_eNZnpMyBIoBHRy2KmF2f_8YuLNti7UgQwWpJj5KAw1O7PCpm4QaFcGjPhTNLtiXkN/s320/IMG_3816.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417546718307611922" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Don't I look cute says Mathias.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFnXL7jKgPbvey197lirvz8BiVWxkksL3KojlnrdFM_k2cuSByqh7lu24V21W2HH-DoWa8owCBHoi4HURrJJ1iEURaWwMvmBaUlt_0Sc7mwGF4EERuAPSWFiT21_GTjn7oYUzj/s1600-h/IMG_3820.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFnXL7jKgPbvey197lirvz8BiVWxkksL3KojlnrdFM_k2cuSByqh7lu24V21W2HH-DoWa8owCBHoi4HURrJJ1iEURaWwMvmBaUlt_0Sc7mwGF4EERuAPSWFiT21_GTjn7oYUzj/s320/IMG_3820.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417546715529988706" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />At Nancy's Kitchen. A very yummy Pernakan restaurant.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhPzZ1JzJzhRQ4QptXamPHRq311Fvi4kAe9lkWXJkmSbDp7MZIGbN62kBSJEYZF66Lpiu_gUhMCrth8nB5voEOp6ORmcxxjy2jpzswpITxhUQKI0IFzArf_2GeqpU3xICbbW8jt/s1600-h/IMG_3827.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhPzZ1JzJzhRQ4QptXamPHRq311Fvi4kAe9lkWXJkmSbDp7MZIGbN62kBSJEYZF66Lpiu_gUhMCrth8nB5voEOp6ORmcxxjy2jpzswpITxhUQKI0IFzArf_2GeqpU3xICbbW8jt/s320/IMG_3827.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417546703572031362" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjZjI8BWod9-_G6udht7oLBQ3ut99OJCCqsP3mc4As092r-F4TT9Cu7l8z5zaCsvUls854eSTX8-FUhB4exQaqJtkSm1nFWK28ZPBUXxYwNeY8gIJSbgbRAwAetyWFQiVJFBwHI/s1600-h/IMG_3829.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjZjI8BWod9-_G6udht7oLBQ3ut99OJCCqsP3mc4As092r-F4TT9Cu7l8z5zaCsvUls854eSTX8-FUhB4exQaqJtkSm1nFWK28ZPBUXxYwNeY8gIJSbgbRAwAetyWFQiVJFBwHI/s320/IMG_3829.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417546702478885074" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Oh, n I got preggie just after this trip. Hahahaha........<div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-73724223235951082272009-10-28T16:51:00.002+08:002009-10-28T16:59:46.347+08:00Oxy Oxy here we comeHad been a tiring few days. Due to the new medicine, it aggravated his phelgm issue. Normally he has lots of phelgm but it worsened after taking the new med. Anyhow, we had to put him on the oxygen machine as his breathing was super laboured plus his skin on the outer part of his lips were a little greyish. He hated the oxygen tube. Kept throwing a tantrum. No choice. Not like I wanted to put him on it but of course he don't get it. At least its improving. He is on antibiotics now and his phelgm is clearing up slowly but surely. He is also taking to the idea of the oxygen tube too. Put him on it last night. Should be able to take him off it soon I think. Once the phelgm clears up. Another night tonight I think should do it. Very tired. Dragging my lifeless body around the house. Haha......<div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-26120109439100322532009-10-19T14:05:00.002+08:002009-10-19T14:12:57.412+08:00New med n new friendsMathias has been given new medicine on top of his sedative. Its Diazepam. He will start on it tonight. At the same time, an oxygen machine has also moved in with him. Hehe. Hope I don't have to use it. Its only if he sounds like he has trouble breathing. That's a scary thought. He has been well behaved this past 2 days after his spasms on friday night which lasted till saturday afternoon. Looking tired though.<br /><br />Guess will see how the new medicine goes. Keeping my fingers crossed that it works. ;-)<div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-78910284822045392772009-10-16T12:51:00.001+08:002009-10-16T12:54:27.007+08:00SnoozePictures of him snoozing on granny's and my lap.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgWOWOA_4xL5kTLt28s71pANrFcuQ3Ka1NiHeU6-MSRNvlev3HDDEtpG1GE183RWZ0uzNx_OCJa-Rub3ysONUlCl_deVTPQZTiyLDzEU2Fvqq2TMKqm7k0Rimiabpy6_gtcxru1/s1600-h/IMG_3856.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgWOWOA_4xL5kTLt28s71pANrFcuQ3Ka1NiHeU6-MSRNvlev3HDDEtpG1GE183RWZ0uzNx_OCJa-Rub3ysONUlCl_deVTPQZTiyLDzEU2Fvqq2TMKqm7k0Rimiabpy6_gtcxru1/s320/IMG_3856.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5393056312928478018" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrKzOtnm1s7uANV5oqQHZiGKR_eBby-RbWmp5-1aPqPE2IslKxxjBavifK1mZwKrluPnJTYkuBjNhfYbOfsQFIDI9BQGWGGKgu5ESgqQGQEGXJfvH61umKKG8w8LR03j0whnWB/s1600-h/IMG_3852.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrKzOtnm1s7uANV5oqQHZiGKR_eBby-RbWmp5-1aPqPE2IslKxxjBavifK1mZwKrluPnJTYkuBjNhfYbOfsQFIDI9BQGWGGKgu5ESgqQGQEGXJfvH61umKKG8w8LR03j0whnWB/s320/IMG_3852.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5393056304503092274" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-55320094532285879122009-10-15T10:05:00.002+08:002009-10-15T10:26:18.106+08:00Spasms3<iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dyAHCsxuTAqKLXH9Qxn0-Ayj1yz_s_pq0dsvMYh0G-GFgU48V0Lzm3LEgZxSg7N_GR4Z9K9PAI40tw' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe><div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-27997780066576914772009-10-15T09:43:00.002+08:002009-10-15T10:05:36.328+08:00Spasms2<iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dxaYlwdsTEMBVL2KGe37xXivs5RSVAwnxzeo6NzV1JKQGuCRftbUO1VdBEFkv_G7Ia6iejk2YBMD6I' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe><div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-59223304084623954692009-10-13T13:00:00.003+08:002009-10-13T13:19:53.692+08:00Spasms<iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dzyHuOonTpQgqZzgEWskUJlmrkKQ3tsny-8yTOc9gHnGJsjUO7Qn2eD4_IYjdSuzVceSR1iuZk6-Ks' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe><br /><br />Mathias has been suffering from this for a couple of months already. Its not fits. So not knowing what it could be, we called it spasms. The doctors do not know too. Did a scan already and still not sure what it is. Anyways, even with sedatives given to him, he doesn't sleep at all the entire night. He will keep up the struggling or spasming as I call it. Its horrible to watch him like tt all night long. His doctors dare not give him anything stronger cause they are worried that he will forget to breathe if he goes into too deep a sleep. He is currently taking chloral hydrate. Its happening more and more frequently. Every few days or so now. At my wits end.<div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-57940601658595257572009-09-18T13:14:00.002+08:002009-09-18T13:22:07.247+08:00A day to remember<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjsBAwZY2VwPKiowteeQpEQfq49r8FTzibJCXdy-I-f8v3oYTPkdzsrJgpoOY8-xfP_LCpZL5D5B_dyaP2Z9KH1k-sgR43-tmkSiWOI6spHekkpfKvasDqt9YkO2G01KvM6_YDn/s1600-h/IMG_3789.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjsBAwZY2VwPKiowteeQpEQfq49r8FTzibJCXdy-I-f8v3oYTPkdzsrJgpoOY8-xfP_LCpZL5D5B_dyaP2Z9KH1k-sgR43-tmkSiWOI6spHekkpfKvasDqt9YkO2G01KvM6_YDn/s320/IMG_3789.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5382673237712500930" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">On the 17th of September 2009, my son pooed in his bath. This is a first ever! He looked really happy to top it up. So gross!!! First he pee on me. Then when I placed him in the tub and was bathing him, I saw yellowy stuff floating about. That's when I realised that my precious has poo pooed. Faint! He happily did it 3 times before he stopped. Do you hear me screeching. Had to refill his tub n bath again. So naughty the little boy. Make me dirty and make the bath water dirty too.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34605496.post-37061757198319343842009-08-20T16:09:00.006+08:002009-08-20T16:38:39.123+08:00my preciousSome shots taken recently. Baby n daddy bonding together.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqDMT0aZ-KYKYjuJvG67T91bas0wfxIpzNGqFvZsAolI0-t8juKRCo8Al3MYGzUU0CRixcwE9rn_N74_JeebBijAIO8eD0x0uR3mzYXCXyNNRK-N2Drj16vPjUNILkxARmhree/s1600-h/16-08-09_2126.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqDMT0aZ-KYKYjuJvG67T91bas0wfxIpzNGqFvZsAolI0-t8juKRCo8Al3MYGzUU0CRixcwE9rn_N74_JeebBijAIO8eD0x0uR3mzYXCXyNNRK-N2Drj16vPjUNILkxARmhree/s320/16-08-09_2126.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371958565790342962" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Someone demanding to sleep on me. Was making so much noise before that cause he wanted to sleep on me.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjcwbhMEOkG6Aq3C7Z5Ag3_2U0y4TQrl2qgTugEMwAeLwTbYz47gfhSaBjMM7o-rP0ej_jODU75rmPrW17HhLs-m9pkNfOvGzWz4jXI-pTxyULXMp-zhDQN8rIP88ge2QIzPCu9/s1600-h/16-08-09_1505.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjcwbhMEOkG6Aq3C7Z5Ag3_2U0y4TQrl2qgTugEMwAeLwTbYz47gfhSaBjMM7o-rP0ej_jODU75rmPrW17HhLs-m9pkNfOvGzWz4jXI-pTxyULXMp-zhDQN8rIP88ge2QIzPCu9/s320/16-08-09_1505.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371958315940989074" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Daddy doing the feeding for a change.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5J0Rp6tLR2X9rAEWr1crymaUf75i8EOffnBaZ45cBcohAfVCLf8Uq4QAdxLxS_Qe8Cf0JnewtQd_cklXAq0I9S3DnuCNNAHWUfUrmR4acQF42Xm4GQ-OWHLF297Awi9b7X7KI/s1600-h/13-08-09_2034.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5J0Rp6tLR2X9rAEWr1crymaUf75i8EOffnBaZ45cBcohAfVCLf8Uq4QAdxLxS_Qe8Cf0JnewtQd_cklXAq0I9S3DnuCNNAHWUfUrmR4acQF42Xm4GQ-OWHLF297Awi9b7X7KI/s320/13-08-09_2034.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371958305549569858" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />A Carls Junior burger is as big as my face, Mathias says.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgawj_fL7wW7wDtLA8-8Ayr36qlry-fjeT4Ut9Dy11f5fAsvXZJkBq2qj7O6pGYHsutWe1BUFtUfhIPbx7U2mNR5D1MJ55G0kdHca1LcSDPX_2QwChDqlN5tuxxV4RB84hhZrmW/s1600-h/13-08-09_1859.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgawj_fL7wW7wDtLA8-8Ayr36qlry-fjeT4Ut9Dy11f5fAsvXZJkBq2qj7O6pGYHsutWe1BUFtUfhIPbx7U2mNR5D1MJ55G0kdHca1LcSDPX_2QwChDqlN5tuxxV4RB84hhZrmW/s320/13-08-09_1859.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371958296413733874" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Went to East Coast for a walk. Someone enjoyed it so much. Nice and breezy.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYj-Lm8bOHGfCh_YFWFCCWuCpE8_AMMBd2CRFeod89o_i6NnDdPCyQlJO60j0NuUVjyRLOBvMgJ0xblNKZ9zH1XDQa51JQpSZ9aE9yJNmFkHcU90TJ5dsz6a1gwgdqDkOx3NkL/s1600-h/13-08-09_1807.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYj-Lm8bOHGfCh_YFWFCCWuCpE8_AMMBd2CRFeod89o_i6NnDdPCyQlJO60j0NuUVjyRLOBvMgJ0xblNKZ9zH1XDQa51JQpSZ9aE9yJNmFkHcU90TJ5dsz6a1gwgdqDkOx3NkL/s320/13-08-09_1807.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371958287230246050" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjd-c03CmV4G_ABxDfqs8BfsKeKgfWP5vhJXwEdUXXoz6eluLu7uuurAcmPyT2Ty-NT8Wgds_pd8llMbQiq4NSZnnS1IhQrcbiF3oB4sPdKWKCFMPogQ7TeVmOSttvh4eKIbJJ1/s1600-h/13-08-09_1803.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjd-c03CmV4G_ABxDfqs8BfsKeKgfWP5vhJXwEdUXXoz6eluLu7uuurAcmPyT2Ty-NT8Wgds_pd8llMbQiq4NSZnnS1IhQrcbiF3oB4sPdKWKCFMPogQ7TeVmOSttvh4eKIbJJ1/s320/13-08-09_1803.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371957798562067826" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Posing for me. ;-)<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7DT2KnAS7axmJFV6DAMXOZvtid4c1wBPIjLjwdXtnjZ3GWcK8GDfbSFZ-L0-pk2ccOGRerhwQZPwN9oIsrjK49kZvCgbmQsbMubVhuTksLvue4MmHDlgR8xQdYcph1yind6i6/s1600-h/13-08-09_0902.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7DT2KnAS7axmJFV6DAMXOZvtid4c1wBPIjLjwdXtnjZ3GWcK8GDfbSFZ-L0-pk2ccOGRerhwQZPwN9oIsrjK49kZvCgbmQsbMubVhuTksLvue4MmHDlgR8xQdYcph1yind6i6/s320/13-08-09_0902.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371957789714704754" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I am the King, he says. All bow before me!!!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFrakMwVwW1AIVnb_0tgY860QScqkIfP3tIWQe5E5M9-HoJmobS7wOQ6MePPXcTjEs-9B9uw2OKoHRrLLFYSPr_6tE8VMOIWEEd3az1n_Xg5CXcYdnMelWCfKyUelRkxlPNS6Y/s1600-h/12-08-09_2111.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFrakMwVwW1AIVnb_0tgY860QScqkIfP3tIWQe5E5M9-HoJmobS7wOQ6MePPXcTjEs-9B9uw2OKoHRrLLFYSPr_6tE8VMOIWEEd3az1n_Xg5CXcYdnMelWCfKyUelRkxlPNS6Y/s320/12-08-09_2111.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371957777929774274" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Looking a litte grumpy after milk.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjV1khAOy50aaf0dQqevSeSpx7-6vSTWy3RZlY0VqtDCn83lhZ4OxUg0iEtDqwa1545uWSy0I17Jl1gAENeN1iSzhVrU0hwBiQoFXWv5Wjf_GUPcGFjSaFTIeHFjxoX426MbXce/s1600-h/12-08-09_1147.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjV1khAOy50aaf0dQqevSeSpx7-6vSTWy3RZlY0VqtDCn83lhZ4OxUg0iEtDqwa1545uWSy0I17Jl1gAENeN1iSzhVrU0hwBiQoFXWv5Wjf_GUPcGFjSaFTIeHFjxoX426MbXce/s320/12-08-09_1147.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371957770229532946" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />At Ma's new house. We celebrated "A" birthday too.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQcsA2lnb7a6VnBcNYY6KPY_aDFE9Ri1ZskV2QLYd2s2_TAB22JKLYkttNv_hHLjdouXce2MNxdvnPlXJXERVbxiQ3uBEuXCu37CMQXDpdyjMFgiaf-WVGK-yj2DvjE3kOstSU/s1600-h/12-07-09_1222.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQcsA2lnb7a6VnBcNYY6KPY_aDFE9Ri1ZskV2QLYd2s2_TAB22JKLYkttNv_hHLjdouXce2MNxdvnPlXJXERVbxiQ3uBEuXCu37CMQXDpdyjMFgiaf-WVGK-yj2DvjE3kOstSU/s320/12-07-09_1222.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371957248985673410" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg60Rvszb8SdGIiEuoT98yC0l9sDzxOem_GvWsVeUopaN45wgaVwZV_oJWn6wYTtmcCLM7kr6rMkHBE11YYDqOw4D7GO0wQya-mEWK_VyobEV0tshd7N8mW7ChUItjLq3_1xRm2/s1600-h/12-07-09_1215.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg60Rvszb8SdGIiEuoT98yC0l9sDzxOem_GvWsVeUopaN45wgaVwZV_oJWn6wYTtmcCLM7kr6rMkHBE11YYDqOw4D7GO0wQya-mEWK_VyobEV0tshd7N8mW7ChUItjLq3_1xRm2/s320/12-07-09_1215.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371957240269279890" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJsrQ7Qo1F4uC5oFKMOOB4amyiRIIjSM5rkHXIRXWstlODSqkHkKoprn4iGYNkYtG0ecRF3Q_S1RsDRRvU_9zt6vu6yip4gXJyT1RztGDsacmaauQEd10s5f580mrBnDTDqMXK/s1600-h/12-07-09_1212.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJsrQ7Qo1F4uC5oFKMOOB4amyiRIIjSM5rkHXIRXWstlODSqkHkKoprn4iGYNkYtG0ecRF3Q_S1RsDRRvU_9zt6vu6yip4gXJyT1RztGDsacmaauQEd10s5f580mrBnDTDqMXK/s320/12-07-09_1212.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371957231988671698" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Mathias sleeping contentedly while we talked.<br /><br />Looking cute. One of the few times he smiled that we managed to catch. He has been smiling a little bit more these days.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEin6mrhUfwr1scPBu_43IKtXOwvWSZ_oKQ_VoYNDGPoOPBupzHrAi6LSfuAJuK1ce_Eh0J2hYGIUMwyxjdMLyHf1QXhstwjQRRZNkiP6TY1-j3KrqTNoTFbYURjPUyAruokGSl4/s1600-h/12-07-09_1031.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEin6mrhUfwr1scPBu_43IKtXOwvWSZ_oKQ_VoYNDGPoOPBupzHrAi6LSfuAJuK1ce_Eh0J2hYGIUMwyxjdMLyHf1QXhstwjQRRZNkiP6TY1-j3KrqTNoTFbYURjPUyAruokGSl4/s320/12-07-09_1031.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371956934830286898" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhkv0USwk00wfrWE-HeA5P9otNppYeVf6kGuxi2ejsQIrLtVExhgtZWQwlTNwpuUHbXfcGheB8KT6PAUVZfHKiUDB6PqYfB1FsX6qe5ZTP-BBdyfLWrtUKj3EBJ-52uczdJ5JPn/s1600-h/12-07-09_1029.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhkv0USwk00wfrWE-HeA5P9otNppYeVf6kGuxi2ejsQIrLtVExhgtZWQwlTNwpuUHbXfcGheB8KT6PAUVZfHKiUDB6PqYfB1FsX6qe5ZTP-BBdyfLWrtUKj3EBJ-52uczdJ5JPn/s320/12-07-09_1029.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371956918654520130" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Someone's new teeth. I am not a toothless tiger anymore. "ROAR"<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgIv0yALBj48_0b6UWeb4ZUnlqRU3ZJoXLxFzONGeMesrpRQQHt7XK03lS18rHNdVGFfEscpSfE1iZhRtTukr6gayGDVMklEIGlwrV6HGXHMAiSdvqDMvFWco0MC5LU7vKo8c7X/s1600-h/10-08-09_2058.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgIv0yALBj48_0b6UWeb4ZUnlqRU3ZJoXLxFzONGeMesrpRQQHt7XK03lS18rHNdVGFfEscpSfE1iZhRtTukr6gayGDVMklEIGlwrV6HGXHMAiSdvqDMvFWco0MC5LU7vKo8c7X/s320/10-08-09_2058.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371956911445663154" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Me and baby.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh0aIpfbTK97isv9ut2Fqe2FW-d5-BH_bF7eItIbTutxdahAtbiy18wnxADxfoQvryoPCFtjsOG2qbHV9bciLN401Ol_OmXI2bWZnQm_SO6WWLw2NDbQAFrh8miFHM7FChmDrUR/s1600-h/09-08-09_1344.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh0aIpfbTK97isv9ut2Fqe2FW-d5-BH_bF7eItIbTutxdahAtbiy18wnxADxfoQvryoPCFtjsOG2qbHV9bciLN401Ol_OmXI2bWZnQm_SO6WWLw2NDbQAFrh8miFHM7FChmDrUR/s320/09-08-09_1344.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371956908782729138" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Look at how he sleeps!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiusgLlq_tCHI2cSvGKdZWm0DvRPe1T5GOe-w4P8HuHDyILLLTRgyt5XrOdu-dWhObfEUvaOVLr1eGuNKaSt2OIh474H7IlbKb9E6T7KZj1kUCe9D9oAhyCGyEdSPnrxTkdWe09/s1600-h/09-07-09_1426.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiusgLlq_tCHI2cSvGKdZWm0DvRPe1T5GOe-w4P8HuHDyILLLTRgyt5XrOdu-dWhObfEUvaOVLr1eGuNKaSt2OIh474H7IlbKb9E6T7KZj1kUCe9D9oAhyCGyEdSPnrxTkdWe09/s320/09-07-09_1426.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371956439922952994" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />While having fever. Still as inquisitive as usual.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdB_Aq9xiA9qbB0mfaNZbq6fxrey9LU4xURiIOTDOOPQvHREWiVtVeX2Al-s9bFszOJ1nR8EAY3AVDkiVh4t5Uzo-RH-feZvRsU4atUZ5HJ-9yALLEbrAMYi48rMlOutGfzKgh/s1600-h/08-08-09_0843.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdB_Aq9xiA9qbB0mfaNZbq6fxrey9LU4xURiIOTDOOPQvHREWiVtVeX2Al-s9bFszOJ1nR8EAY3AVDkiVh4t5Uzo-RH-feZvRsU4atUZ5HJ-9yALLEbrAMYi48rMlOutGfzKgh/s320/08-08-09_0843.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371956431398616226" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEibduRiM8J4tBJl6aYgtuistol_vGM6pVcgjoV35E-nesUu5jJ3uDfGAAVTj6jnW9TYszmRt0hjMXZ8Jjm2I1S0RomtEkMSNs_JQyXnCIvSn-l5C07h2Tujv-3LH6KW9ZvIZNzt/s1600-h/08-08-09_0838.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEibduRiM8J4tBJl6aYgtuistol_vGM6pVcgjoV35E-nesUu5jJ3uDfGAAVTj6jnW9TYszmRt0hjMXZ8Jjm2I1S0RomtEkMSNs_JQyXnCIvSn-l5C07h2Tujv-3LH6KW9ZvIZNzt/s320/08-08-09_0838.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371956428649376754" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Will be going for a short holiday to Melaka again next weekend. Looking forward to it.<br /><br />Went to see Dr Lai last week. Thought about what she asked and have decided that when the end comes. I will want Mathias to be warded for the doctor's to do all that they can. Only if they tell me that there is really nothing more to be done then I will bring him home. I want to do my best for him or I think I will regret it after. The other option was to let him be comfortable at home. As there really is nothing much to do except maybe prolong it. But for me, I think I just want to be sure I have exhausted every possible means before we just let him go. I do not want to look back and wonder if what I did was the best for him. I guess I have come to some sort of peace with this decision.<div class="blogger-post-footer">my baby bunny blogged</div>mybabybunnyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05342344178087484148noreply@blogger.com1